ok I'm going to move on, I lost a friend and yes it was sad, but I can not do otherwise than to forget her, I've tried and the time is known now come to where I come forward with a lot of things. I have also chosen to do new things, like drawing a bit more but maybe spend less time on the computer so when I like is the computer I play or so I draw a bit. I have also decided to change myself a lot, for example, I no longer subscribe what my friends think is good, but what I'm in the mood:) it will for example say that I will now start drawing MLP, and other things (I do still not mlp but'd like to try it ^ ^) but don't worry I will not change